Hi Assalamualaikum.
I'm back after 2 years maybe 🙆🙆🙆
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Again, I'm coming to write about the things that I can't confront anyone. Nothing to share with my friends ke ape just want to have some writing untuk lepaskan ape yang terbuku di hati..
FYI, the previous post has been deleted due to some untold reasons. But it's okay maybe it's my fault sebab terlalu telus untuk kesemua benda. I didn't expect that became a serious shit problem for some people. As my friends/followers know, I'm the one that will write everything and anything that I think I can share with the public. I sejenis manusia yang boleh menulis panjang lebarr sebab my feeling told that. I always write long essays to the person that I loved before and some of the essays have reached more than 10 pages hahaha. Boleh you agak the reason why I can write the long essay? Because it's not fake and it's not a lie but to share it with the public, I need to alter some of the scenarios due to some untold reason oso 😛. So when you express yourself, you just write everything that you feel and people love to read as it's coming from the pure heart and feeling.
After the posting yeah it's gone. Everything gone and come back and gone back. The gone-back one was the real disaster and shitting ever. I never imagine that would happen to me. I was in trauma for years. Every day I'm crying but don't know why xtimbul perasan benci. I can't express how shit the feeling is but it's really shit and disturbed my life. I hate that feeling but I don't hate the person that gives me the shit feeling.
Actually ape I nak sampaikan ni? hahahahah. tak de lah i bosan je. sebab sebelum I delete i bace balik the 3 posting that I've deleted and it's touched my heart and berkaca mata i ols. Tak sangka rupanya oo I ols pernah disayangi mcm tu dulu dulu. hahahha. lepas tu mcm shit! suka kan tulis ayat Shit ni sbb its layak. Sbb the shit and everything become shit! hahaha. I harap nanti ad la orang sayang I mcm dlu dulu jugak.. Doakan i ye. 😘
I think dah lama i xupdate blog ni. But its suprised me sbb everyday ad je view. Trafiic agak tnggi for the one yg memang tak selalu update mcm I ni. But how people reach my blog eh? I think I dah hide from my Fb profile. How did you guys reach me? Ape yg googled yang membuatkan you all reach my post? or you have been referred by people 😅. or memang you dah bookmark my blog? hahahah. But its okay just read lor. and nilaikan sendiri all my writings ya. Tp tuhla traffic tinggi kalo xdelete tu bleh dapat payment ni. hahahahaha.
Actually today I was sooo bosannn. I baru dpt recover this blog's password. So delete or achived la some of unwanted post. Before this, banyak post post I sebab i memang suka menulis tp banyak i dah hide sbb its not sesuai ikut peredaran zaman. gitewwww
This year I'm 31 years. I never imagine that I didn't married yet at this age. hahahaha yelah duk bazir masa dh 2 thun pastu add on duk sedih frust memanjang plak xtahu berapa tahun ni then bila nk kawenn. Dulu mase I frust dengan ex yang sebelumnya its take me about 3 years to move on before jumpa the subject in my deleted post. padahal orang dh mampos mane dh kite duk sedih xmove on lg. I sejenis susah move on. I love deeply and sincerely but tak pe Allah kate xde jodoh kan. takut nak tulis jujur sgt takut kene maki. Aiyoo sis sedih la kalo kene maki ni. HAHHAHAHAHA. tp who cares, my blog kan. Jangan bace my blog, jgn view story my IG FB, jgn stalk my posting dekat IG FB and also my Linked in (pon ada) in kalo xnak sakitkan hati sendiri ya. I pon xde tulis pasal orang, its all about me and my story of life. Jangan nak trigger yourself if its not clearly mention. Okay?
Oklah xde ape dah nk tulis, nanti i akan cuba habiskan masa i mcm ni la sebab bosan kan. kawan2 bff semua dah kawin dah. so dia orang berkepit dengan laki masing2. segan plak nk ajak keluar. so tinggallahh aku kini seorang diri kesana dan kemari mencari salahku waktu denganmu sambil mengubat hati ku yang sepi.. HAHAHHAAH sempat lg.
okay my dear readers, see you again. Nanti i shared my braces journey. so sakitt sampai xleh cite sakit tu mcm mane tp Alhamdulillah my teeth dah cantik skg! hahaha sikit lg la prosess nya sebelum complete.
I LOVE YOU dulu, kini dan selamanya. Eh tagline UMNO 😁 #Infinity
